Studies
Thinking about time still, but in trying to know when it is time to give
How long do you hang onto an idea, a note, and try to coax it
into becoming something
Sometimes I do it for too long
I like one idea, or a particular chord or phrase
And I can’t let it go
But sometimes I don’t think it wants to be anything
There is nothing to share today
November 15, 2020
Tempo 50
Slower Still
Finding the singular time of each touch
But not independent
They take from each other, weigh each other down
Or give to the other or to the space in between
Force the space in between
Trying to hear the push and pull of time
and how it starts finding balance in the unevenness
October 28, 2020
Tempo at 56
My last measured heartrate
immediate reaction to fill/feel the slowness with compexity
but couldn’t listen to anything complicated for too long
just steady with C, E, A, left E, B
October 20, 2020
E Flat
Monday’s E flat. Duality. Between the Power of Solar Plexus and Sex of Sacral (v dom)
Wherein, are we moving from binary to duality?
At first, rhythm and undirected intent
The sound of digging
sound of someone trying to find something
(I can also hear J watering the front yard adding white noise)
Trying again
Learning to slow down,
Not think about playing but letting the notes and hands wander
Findng pace.
I don’t know whose pace it is.
Stop thinking about it I guess.
October 19, 2020
Monday’s E flat. Duality. Between the Power of Solar Plexus and Sex of Sacral (v dom)
Wherein, are we moving from binary to duality?
At first, rhythm and undirected intent
The sound of digging
sound of someone trying to find something
(I can also hear J watering the front yard adding white noise)
Trying again
Learning to slow down,
Not think about playing but letting the notes and hands wander
Findng pace.
I don’t know whose pace it is.
Stop thinking about it I guess.
October 19, 2020